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Silkeborg 03 by 000-N-000 Silkeborg 03 :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 5 0 Silkeborg 02 by 000-N-000 Silkeborg 02 :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 5 1 Silkeborg 01 by 000-N-000 Silkeborg 01 :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 5 0 I lost... miss... but I am not lost by 000-N-000 I lost... miss... but I am not lost :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 9 6 ... memorys by 000-N-000 ... memorys :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 16 5
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monsters, deamons, silence will fall
same old, same old...
monsters, deamons, hunters
... evil angels
... lost beauty
and the all falling shouting silence
... of darkness and nothingnes
fight it with your smile
... fight it with beauty
... fight
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there will be worse to come, :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 1 0
Energiesparmodus by 000-N-000 Energiesparmodus :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 9 0
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Dear love
You...
Dear love...
... Can you see me?
even if I don't look, how I used to be...
... Can you still recognize me?
even if I am just a skeleton... Just a fading shadow, just some floating thought?
... Can you still here me?
even if I am a silent broken  lost word, in the eternity of space?
... Can u still feel me?
my skin on yours? My heat in yours? Even if we didn't touch each other in days, weeks, months... Years
... Do u still think about me?
Do u still smile, like I do?
Do your lips still feel mine?
Does your heart still race, like my shadow heart?
Dear love... Can u hold me, catch me, stop me from falling apart, just for one moment? Let me know that life still exists... In one dustparticle in my heart?
dear love, can u read between the lines?
I don't want u to save me, to be there for all eternity, all I wish, is a night.
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Literature
What was the worst moment?
What was the worst moment?
The worst moment...
... was it when my father died?
... was it when he was slowly dieing in front of my eyes, and i couldn't do anything to save him?
Neither anything to comfort him?
... was it, when my mother got sick?
... when I realised, I couldn't do anything after all this years, to help her at this point?
... was it, when she died, while I was trying in vain?
... or a month later, on christmas, when everybody was celebrating, and i just felt like getting rid of the whole universe?
thinking about becoming the worst being, time and space ever created...
or three months after that, when the world moved on, eastern started, and I was still stuck in my black hole, and no matter how much I invested in being happy with myself and my life...
I understood that I will die, the same way, if I won't die earlier...
and I know, I'm not worth it... I can't create or change or help or being helped anymore...
I have no purpose... I don't want anyone to care about me...
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Leben, Asche, alte Narben und Liebe by 000-N-000 Leben, Asche, alte Narben und Liebe :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 18 2 the point before you know, how to step further by 000-N-000 the point before you know, how to step further :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 21 6 Burning Hope . Carry On by 000-N-000 Burning Hope . Carry On :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 26 6
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Traum vom... :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 3 0
Literature
What should I get for your birthday?
It's your birthday...
... I wish i could...
- take you in my arms,
- give you the roses in person,
- make you smile, and smile with you...
wish you all the best...
but you won't be able,
... to be hold by me
... to hold my roses
... to smile or see me smiling...
... to drink with me to all the best of your health
... to get any gifts at all...
you won't be able, to be sitting, chatting and partying with us anymore...
I never thought... I wouldn't be able to wish u, a long and healthy life anymore...
I wish u hadn't died,
I wish u were here
and alive...
Inside I am so full of regret, so full of pain, I wished I could have made your days better and brighter, full of love, peace and happyness...
I am deeply sorry,
for all the time that senseless passed
I am sorry, for not being able
to fullfill your wishe, the last
I wish you the best.
for all what has been. I am thankfull.
<3
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Desynchron verloren in der stille :icon000-n-000:000-N-000 1 0
you all are incredible amazing!

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