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same old, same old... monsters, deamons, hunters ... evil angels ... lost beauty and the all falling shouting silence ... of darkness and nothingnes fight it with your smile ... fight it with beauty ... fight

You... Dear love... ... Can you see me? even if I don't look, how I used to be... ... Can you still recognize me? even if I am just a skeleton... Just a fading shadow, just some floating thought? ... Can you still here me? even if I am a silent broken  lost word, in the eternity of space? ... Can u still feel me? my skin on yours? My heat in yours? Even if we didn't touch each other in days, weeks, months... Years ... Do u still think about me? Do u still smile, like I do? Do your lips still feel mine? Does your heart still race, like my shadow heart? Dear love... Can u hold me, catch me, stop me from falling apart, just for one mome

What was the worst moment? The worst moment... ... was it when my father died? ... was it when he was slowly dieing in front of my eyes, and i couldn't do anything to save him? Neither anything to comfort him? ... was it, when my mother got sick? ... when I realised, I couldn't do anything after all this years, to help her at this point? ... was it, when she died, while I was trying in vain? ... or a month later, on christmas, when everybody was celebrating, and i just felt like getting rid of the whole universe? thinking about becoming the worst being, time and space ever created... or three months after that, when the world moved